Where am I Running?

Where am i running? Why so much rush? what is my destiny that im cravin s much for? Today, when i am so very engrossed in my worldly deeds...a thought occurs from nowhere...askin me where have i lost myself? I try to remember...but the time past since my last self reflection is so long that the memory of myself...my true self...has indeed faded....
I try to remember..some vague memories flash in front of me...how i used to enjoy those small pleasures of life...how i would care about small trifles...those small joys so hard earned which meant a world to me then....where are they lost today? where are the people i used 2 so care about...i hav cum all d way for them...but i cant see them around me now...where is everyone?
If they are not around...then does it mean i hav come to the wrong place? have i lost my path while trying to reach the destiny i so craved for? how? where did i go wrong? was i too fast n all else fell behind? or was i too fast n passed my destination on the way already? I missed it...blinded by my pace i missed the one thing i died for...n now there is void...n now thr is void...

On Critics and Criticism...

How we all njoy jus pointin out flaws in every1 whom or everythin that we despise...its kinda pacifying to ourselves that the target isn't really as good as it seems...but think again....
Is it just cos sumwhr down the line you actually envy his or her position? Or you wish u were as lucky yourself? Or simply wanna make yourself feel better that you are no less....
Whatever the reason..a point here is that every single act or task that is carried out by any1 has a certain amount of effort gone into it..a certain amount of dedication...a certain amount of attachment by the doer...a certain amount of hope...It is like someone's imagination taking shape...
So criticisin sum1 is lik criticizing sumbody's imagination...n nobody has the right to do that...for the simple reason that imaginations donot follow rules...they r not supposed to..
So y criticise???

Dope, Dough And More!!!

Just today i came across an article written by a dear friend of mine on her blog..it spoke about legalizing drugs and making them freely available in d market with statutory warnings mentioned on them. A very unique thought i must say..although here's what i personally think about it...

what crap! not the article..i must say its very very well written..but d opinion! sucks!!! let me tel u 1 thing... u should b contributing towards making d world a better place n ELIMINATE d evils..rather than make them available freely! u think about dis...if we go ahead n ban drugs or somehow figure out a way 2 eradicate it..then d next generation wont know how it feels 2 have them. So they won't be dying to have them.
It works something like this..you don't know something exists..or you don't have anyone to tell you how it feels to have something..then you won't really be curious to have it yourself. Simple! Its in a way how vegetarians are never curious on having meat. They are not curious about knowing how it tastes..so they don't fall for the temptation.
In any case, once you realize something is not good for you (and i believe you do agree on that), you should be in a lookout to search for a means to avoid it and not for ways to allow them to others so they can know for themselves..albeit too late.

A sweet complain...Or just a wish???

If only I could say to you
All that kept in the heart within
If only you could hear me out
All the words yet left unsaid

If only you could know me well
N know about how much I care
If only you could care as well
N show the feelings yet left unfelt

If only you could give to me
Those small pleasures I wait so long
If only you could do for me
Those little things yet left undone

If only you could come to me
N say it all and set it right
If only you could be with me
N spend the times yet left unspent

If only we could take the chance
N try and do it ll again
If only we can set it right
N make it last...For a lfetime...

The parting....

My heart reaches out to you
Breaking the wordly bonds so strong
It would break up someday I never knew
But time and fate proved me wrong

Looking back at the times we spent
Brings about tears in my eyes
If a moment of love I could be lent
It'd mean me heaven, it ain't no lies

However now that you have to leave
Forget me not is all I say
You've been the one to make me believe
That come what may, our love will stay

Go away now, see me no more
Or your sight will make me cry
Your memories in my heart, I'll always adore
Yet to put up a smile, I promise I'll try

some things never change

sumthin goes wrng..u think its temporary..it'll go away..after all times do change, dont they?
u wait..u keep tryin..b patient..try n understand d situation..blame it on d circumstances..it'll go away..after all times do change, dont they?
ur patience n efforts finally pay off..things begin 2 seem better..it finaly begins 2 go ur way..u knew dis wud happen sumday..n now it has..after all times do change, dont they?
ur elated..feel on top of d world..dis is ur time..n ur gonna liv it 2 d fullest..again u try n make d most of it..for u neva knw whn it mite end..after all times do change dont they?
n thn..a small glitch..sumthin doesnt seem rt..nothin specific..nothin major..but sumwhr sumthings wrng..isnt it how it had all began d othr time?..is it gettin 2 b bad again? who knws..gud times mite not last 4eva..after all times do change, dont they?
it continues tht way..sign after sign..its gettin 2 b jus lik b4..yes..thts how its was..n thts how its goin 2 b..always..yes, times do change..but only temporarily..in d end..sum things always stay d same..sum things neva change

Jus go for it

The other day i read an article in the times that said something about a man who dropped out of school cos he realized the system isn’t worth it..but that didn`t stop him from moving ahead in life..he went ahead to pursue a course in photography, started his own ad agency, gotta knw d hard facts abt d glam world there n so moved on 2 farming, got ahead wid it n tured an environmentalist....
Today, irrespective of wht he is, he has d content of tryin out wht he always wanted 2.. he din quit lik most of us do...neither was he scared of pursuin his dreams...
Now think abt dis...how many of us have d guts 2 do tht? i can bet 99% of us curse atleast sumthing abt d system each day...b it about d traffic or politics...or ur education system or office management....but..how many times in all dis while hav u given a thot 2 doin sumthin abt it? 4get doin sumthin abt stuff arnd u..how many times ha u dun sumthin 4 ur ownself? sumthin u always wanted 2 do? relive d feel u had whn u 1st tried out sumthin new..a new haircurt..a tattoo..ur 1st rollercostrer ride..feel d rush..dont u feel lik feelin d same 4 ur alltime dreams? thn y arent u goin 4 it? ask urself dis 1 ques b4 judgin stuff arnd u...
For 1ce in ur life ask urself wht is holdin u bak frm livin ur dreams? wht r u scared of ? fear of failure? wel..every1 does tht..failing..rather learnin frm ur failure is d 1st step 2 succcess...or r u scared of goin d unconventional way? thn i'd jus say tht uniqueness is a virtue...
dare 2 believe in urself...dare to do it..trust ur instinct 4 just 1ce..n i guarantee u..u shall not regret it..dare 2 dream..dare 2 live...